nanagrant

realized 2025 may had been the worst (entered the year basically depressed) and then the best year of my life so far… It’s like I woke up from a long numb nap — I realized I could actually do things and not feel awful all the time, and allow myself to just… feel things…

well wanted to do a lil recap to remember…

spent so much quality time with friends (= family) <3. realized their importance in my life. fell in love (twice), also got my heart broken… 😿🍎

ran away from toxic environments and relationships I eventually opened eyes on, began understanding a lot about how I feel and I act, why I felt so bad before, started writing about it — and finally began putting myself first! <3

got my 3rd tattoo, dyed my hair blue, got cool clothes in thrift shops, finally got to a good relationship with food and my body ig??

went places — far or not — enjoyed the beauty of cities, of skies, of nature!!

went to many concerts (seen so many of my fave artists??).

went to see so many cool exhibitions 🎨

began being creative again — without any pressure (school’s over lolll). made some art, for me, for friends or with friends!!

got my first full-time job (my big girl job!!! helped me). worked a lot, but on so many interesting projects

got my diploma, then my real first car and got to the term of the three-year ‘provisional’ driving license!!! hooray ✨

finishing the year, and beginning 2026 in New York City with my friend milymew??? (still can’t process)